For Johnny Pole on the forgotten beach

And Johnny Pole was one of them.
He gave in like a small wave, a sudden
hole in his belly and the years all gone
where the Pacific noon chipped its light out.
Like a bean bag, outflung, head loose
and anonymous, he lay. Did the sea move fire
for its battle season? Does he lie there
forever, where his rifle waits, giant
and straight?...I think you die again
and live again,
Johnny, each summer that moves inside 
my mind. 

It's just that I'm currently reading Anne Sexton's biography - but, oh no Johnny Pole, it's not just that.